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Blind Sight

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I’m Sonya, and I often have a problem acknowledging God‘s will as my own.

There, I said it. I’m not perfect. I fall short of His Glory daily, and this is not okay with me.

I think I’ll list my imperfections. You know, just for the few who may think I’m a bit self righteous in my posting.

1.   When I get angry enough, sometimes I curse… then I repent.

2.  If I’m stressed, I sometimes forget to pray, and I crave a shot of liquor, and if it’s bad enough and have a temporary loss of sanity and forget I’m saved, I might have it… then I repent.

3.  When I see a fine, handsome man, I don’t always wonder if he’s a Christian, I just start to have those lustful thoughts… then I repent

4.  I don’t get along with everybody and loving people who don’t love me back just gets under my skin… then I feel convicted, I repent, AND ask for a clean heart

5.  I sometimes take credit for my accomplishments and don’t give proper credit to God… so I repent

AND THIS IS TO BE EXPECTED!

Point is, I do a lot of repenting. I’m constantly asking God for forgiveness for something because I AM NOT PERFECT.  I can only strive for perfection.  Every single day of my life, I want to be a little better than I was the day before.  I used to think that God had all these unfair standards that he set for Christians that they could never live up to and I just couldn’t wrap my mind around how being under submission to His will was even POSSIBLE.  But I understand a little better now. Jesus gave His life for us because even though we sinned in so many ways, He still felt like we deserved a chance.  He knew that there were possibilities in us.  He knew that if we just took the time to understand Him, to get to know Him, then we would accept Him.  He wanted to save me, you, us, from eternal damnation so that He would be able to spend eternity WITH us.  He did all this while living an absolutely pristine, white as snow, pure and perfect life.  He created a standard of peace in the middle of a storm.  In the midst of being tempted, tortured, talked about, abused, scorned, lied on and hated, He never once sinned.

WOW

Do you understand just how amazing that is?  He dealt with so many more trials than me and He never once sinned.  When Jesus experienced hell on earth, He simply chose to tell His daddy about it.  He got closer to His Father.  He spent time in worship even when the “chips were down.”

We don’t experience even half of the adversity that Jesus did, but we (and I’m talking about me here) take matters into our own hands… and fail miserably.  Now I see it!  It’s not hard at all. I’ve just got to stay prepared for whatever happens next.  And the good thing about it all is, my Daddy has my back.

Discretion of the Tongue

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ImageIt’s an amazing feeling to start something new, to step out in faith and do something that’s been on your mind forever. It fulfills you to actually know your purpose, then to begin moving in that purpose. Often we become so excited about our new “project” that we want to tell the world.  We want everyone to be as pumped up about it as we are.  That’s not always the case.  Everybody in your life will not be overjoyed about your new “moving forward” mentality.  Here comes the haters, the naysayers, the jealousy, and rudeness.  First of all, realize that not everything is for everybody.  When your business becomes public knowledge, then their opinion, in their minds, become a Holy Grail. Makes you wish you kept it to yourself huh?

When you step outside the limitations of your comfort zone, and you begin moving deeper, higher, closer to Christ, you cannot take everything or everyone with you. Your obedience in carrying out the will of God in your life will also require the sacrifice of the things and/or people that may have caused your separation from Him in the past.  In order to receive all the benefits of a relationship with God, we have to first learn and put into practice, the art of keeping relationship business to ourselves.  Often, what God gives you as revelation, is only for YOU at that moment and possibly for others later.

Proverbs 2:10-13 When wisdom entereth into thine heart, and knowledge is pleasant unto thy soul; Discretion shall preserve thee, understanding shall keep thee: To deliver thee from the way of the evil man, from the man that speaketh froward things; Who leave the paths of uprightness, to walk in the ways of darkness